New Stuff

by Matt on Wednesday, August 31, 2005 at 11:46 pm

So, It's been a few weeks since I have blogged. School started last week which makes work more stressful cause I have less time to do things. I think I just need to manage my time better. I think I am going to try to fix what I think is another bug in Asterisk tomorrow (it may not really be a bug).

In other news, my brother is getting married Sunday. His boys (friends) are a bunch of lames if you ask me. Of course he does not hang out with them nearly as much any more... Glad to see Theo is getting his life together, starting to take life seriously. I think I have come to a realization with the whole chic thing. I probably won't find some one and "fall in love" (even though I don't belive in that crap anyway). It will probably start as a friendship and sneak up on me.

So the logical thing to do to increase my chances on meeting that someone, would be to make as many female friends as possible. And also not to judge them before I meet them. I noticed I do that a lot. Before meeting a girl I mark her off as "not my type" or whatever. I figure some of the time I am right, but there is always that chance that I am wrong (which is a pretty big chance).

I have realized something else too. Some girls out there, as "perfect" as they may be, just are not the ones for me. Peeps are always introducing me to the "perfect" girl, and then when the meeting is done they want to know what I think. I might even call her a few times. Most of the time, after a few conversations, I just don't feel it for that person. The person trying to hook us up always wants to know what is wrong with her. "Nothing" seems not to satisfy them. Maybe it's just me being me, and not really giving them a chance, half the time I can't tell. But often, it just is not hapening.

Anyway, I wonder if I should get a card for Cher and Theo... I don't feel like making one... :)

Ok, well... remember your past does not dictate your future, neither does your present. You have the ability to make of it what you desire it to be.

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